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    Be My Massacre, Be My Masochist, Be My Tease. 'Cause You Captivate Me When You Stand In Front Of Me

    -The Immortal-


    Lea
    Age: 15
    About: Sadistic female 15 year old Sophomore student who hates life with a raw burning passion. Not much has changed about me; I still am the same little girl, only I smile more often now...well, sometimes.
    Email Me: [My Soul Your Puppet] - [BelovedSin]
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    -The Dark-


    For My Beloved Shiela For Constantly Rocking My F--ked Up World:

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    -The Desires-


    Reading Of Course
    Writing Somewhat
    Drawing And Sketching
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    Computer/Internet
    Coffee & Pop/Tea


    -The Curses-


    Him, Him, & Him
    Math (be damned)
    No Sleeping/No Napping
    Really Bright Light
    People
    School
    People Again
    The Dark & Being Alone
    {LIFE}
    Etc, Etc, No Comment


    -Passions-



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    -Fears-


    TELL ME A LIE
    COLD LIFE
    HER OWN WORLD
    PAYING PRICE
    LIFE RAW
    I BECAME I
    SILVER ELEMENT
    DANCING STRINGS
    BELIEVE ME
    STALE AIR


    -Memories-


    >> January 2007
    >> February 2007


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    Eternity Never Seemed So Distant~*

    --Forever Eternally--

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    -Eternal-


    Eternal Immortals

    Don't mess with this unless you know what you're doing:
    {Other wise; be my guest:}



    -Silence-


    She's Holding Out For Weapons To Kill The Ghost Inside, Or At Least Kill The Thought She Has Of Killing Her Mind



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    Sunday, February 11, 2007

    [TELL ME A LIE, FOR I FIND MORE COMFORT IN THEM RATHER THAN YOUR TRUTHS]

    [From The Notebook of Lea]

    Damn. I just got off work; it was like reality crashing upon me. Sucks. Believe me, I'm still mad about those flames 'cause people can't read profiles, but no matter. I've had yet another awesome day. Went to the game. Haha. It was so totally kick-ass. All night practically partied and fucking messed up. Haha, but I have to admit; it was great not to be so alone. I had really friends there with me (for all those who can't). Thank you Anni and Shay! I had a fucking blast!

    And I still have to say, I'm still not sure if that was Heaven or not. And no Michael, I haven't made reservations to Hell yet either. LoL. It was so totally wicked the way that we won, but I still won't admit that #32 was hot. He was okay, but really . . . let's be real. Plus, I thought {our} buses were crap . . .

    To those who are reading this, reguarding my fanfiction career, leave me be. I'll be back, just when I mature a little more. Right now I am planning open again with the fanfiction called Dancing Strings, which I changed the name to My Stained Lips. Yeah, my username turned fanfic. Pointless and pathetical retreat. I just didn't like all the past names, so I gave up for something more simple and easier to use. ^_^; Rather idiotic of me, but I can only go so far to die this time around. Laz around losers. I'm gone for good almost.

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    Thursday, February 08, 2007

    [I WALK AMONGST THE ICY LANDFALLS AND WATCH AS THE LIFE WIETHERS AWAY, I TAKE A LOOK AND IN ITS PLACE, I LEAVE MY HEART. I ALWAYS WAS COLD]

    [From The Notebook of Lea]

    I got up this morning crabby as hell, and almost late for time. I go outside to get in the car to take me to my hell and I see my world lit up with a clear sheen of ice. Everything was covered in layers of ice. The rain that had fallen the night before had been reduced to a sheet of silver upon every surface. It was simply stunning and I couldn't breath. I was inspired. But then . . . I left my mood at home when I arrived at the school grounds; my earned my attitude back. Heh. And then I got obsessed with the poem and short tale called (-Darkness Dreams-) by (-CiraArana-).

    I've got my MSN SPACES up (-here-) and I got a new friend at my MSYP LiveJournal. Kool-ness. Haha. Also I'm working on two short "poems" / "one-shots" that will be posted at fanfiction, well hopefully. Look under both of my pen names to find them. They're rejected poems from class English II. Haha, what shame! I'm a rejected "writer." Oh well . . . I've had worse. And I tell you . . . I am sick of my obsession for TWILIGHT. It's killing me so bad. Its blinding me. I've read it like 5 times now in these past few says. LoL. Now I have to get the 2nd book. I've also joined the (-TWILIGHT FANLISTING-). Cool. G2G to hell. Laz.

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    Monday, February 05, 2007

    [I AIN'T NO FUCKING COUNCILER SO FUCKING GO TELL YOUR PROBLEMS TO SOMEONE WHO CARES! I HAVE MY SHARE OF PROBLEMS TOO SCUM WHORE]


    [From The Notebook of Lea]

    Got I feel guilty. I skipped school today. Fuck. I know; Bad Soul-Chan, BAD! And now I've got to worry about the whole writing a note and making up my mother's and father's signature and handing it in, or else suffering ISS (In-School Susp.) Haha. Shit. I went to Kira's house and we watched A/C and others along with playing video games. Advent Children so kicks ass! >_<>Sesshoumaru! And SessKag! They so kill me!

    My English Entry From The Week Of: Friday February 2nd 2006:

    Week #1 : Theme : Choice : SOLITUDE : By Lea

    She traps herself in her
    Own little world.
    Laughing and weeping.
    Insane and
    Terrified.
    Undoing herself and again and again,
    Despising her
    Entire being.

    Short poem that describes a feeling. Notice that the letters at the beginning spell out "SOLUTIDE" as was my whole "theme" and goal to gain. But I dunno. I rushed it and I feel that it could be better. Well when I got back to shit face hell tomorrow I shall just do Week #2 better than this. That or revise this before I hit class. I'll let you know and keep it posted.

    New WORKING: LiveJournal! : MSYP But I can't get the way that they only post half a entry and click on a link to have the rest pop up. Shit. I even put my pride away and looked at a manual: nothing! Check out my cool (-profile-)!

    But really...I'm so fucking tired of it all! Everyone is telling me their own problems here at my own little world! And then they turn around and bitch me out for saying that the food tastes bad or something! Fuck this shit! It makes me mad! Gah! I'm all alone in my own little purgatory. Fuck. I better go before I do something so damn dramatic and do something stupid, pathetic, idoitic, shitty, etc., etc. Later yoz. I am so tired and grumpy. No need to provoke me into it all.

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    Friday, February 02, 2007

    [GOD SAID I LOVE HER AND THEN TURNED AROUND AND MADE HER CRY. WHEN SHE ASKED WHY, HE SAID, "HAPPINESS COMES WITH A PRICE"]

    [From The Notebook of Lea]

    So sorry that I haven't posted anything in a while. My life went to crap and down to shit-ville. My life is shit. My life is shittier than shit. My life is a fucked up mess. My life is a damn fucking ass-wipe of hellholes and bombard liars. Fuck that.

    So in other news, today I was irritated by so many things. After a while I just got so tired of it all. My day was going so good too (well before it was shit)! In band class, we played solos and I received comments on my performance. And in P.E. we played math ball (as embarrassing as it is) and I so totally dominated the girl's team.

    As for biology, we told stories and sat around after taking a few notes on the process of evolution. In art, we sat there molding clay. I made a pot, but then the clay ran out. So I started to read PRETTIES [good book] and waited for school to get out.

    Then {SHE} came along and ruined my life. Who else? If you want to know; ask. But I really hate her now & don't feel like putting any shitty names. Then she will really be every fucking place I go. If you're reading this; you know who you are. Leave me alone ya bitch! You ruined enough already!

    Also it's my date: FEBRUARY 2. The day that I declared my cold heart could love and declared that I loved a boy. Well, I was pathetic. Haha, to even think of falling in love. It was totally stupid of me. We'll I'm so bubbly now, so it don't matter anymore. Haha. Insanity.

    What else? Well I expect all of my "friends" and "followers" to be out and about tonight. It's Friday. And what else? Well, their lives are so much better than mine. And I found a interesting documentary of my life in the school's files when I was hanging around after class. Let's just say my "image" self is living better than I am. Damn. But they even offered me a ride home; I said "Shit, no!"

    But thanks goes out to all my fanfiction fans who have been supporting me a lot lately [well not really you guys. I'm just saying this to make myself feel better] and I wish to thank you all.

    But honestly this time: Thanks seravictoria666 for peeling me off the floor. And that is all. This has been another page from the notebook of Lea. Thanks. Later yo. ~Lea

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    Wednesday, January 31, 2007

    [SKIN ON SKIN AND RUBBING LIFE RAW. THIS IS MY PURGATORY, AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY "FUCK OFF"]

    [From The Notebook of Lea]

    Well my life is offically over. I hate it. Well g2g, more later. I got hell *school* to go to. Heh. Lame. I still have to update the last post. Life sucks so much and I think I am reverting back to my old ways from back then. Ohh well. My pain your gain. Well theirs anyways. So what is up with all you suckers out there? Are we all having fun?!

    Sorry, so damned depressed that I am reverting to insanity. See what happens when you guys happen to read the journal of a fucked up 15 year old? Well isn't this just nice? But want to read a REAL journal? Go to the site called (-LiveJournal-) the site that pisses me off and won't fix the damn layout nor the journal that I made. It still won't do a damn thing I tell it to, and I like my name too much to change it.

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    Monday, January 29, 2007

    [WE WERE HAPPY AS CLAMS, UNTIL THE DAY THAT YOU BECAME YOU AND I BECAME I. WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO CHILDHOOD DAYS?]

    [From The Notebook of Lea]

    The story Simply Rain Simply Tears can be found (-here-). But LifeJournal is fucking messing with me, so I guess not. Well I am in a pissy mood sorry to say. But life fucked me over here and that is really not something to be laughing at. It's making me cry so hard that I am laughing. Well...no not really. I am not crying nor laughing. But more like grumpy and pissed off.

    So today, flamers don't even fucking think of messing with me. I'll break your nose if you even think of coming near me at this moment. Alas, really I am trying to be happy, but so far, life just got the best of me. And all because of him and her. Damn I hate life so much. Why didn't anyone tell me it would hurt this much?!


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    Saturday, January 27, 2007

    [THIS IS MY HEAVEN AND THIS IS MY PARADISE! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!]

    [From The Notebook of Lea]

    Greetings from Puppet! Currently the time here is 11:30 and I am talking to none other than my greatest bud and friend from FFN; (-Silver Element-)! Yup me and Silver Element are here on MSN (add me!) and talking up a storm. Haha, you rock Silver, YOU ROCK! That is all I can say. -sigh- Why can't I be as cool as you? Heh.

    But I also talked to (-Darkness101-) today as well. Heh. She was cool. Also got a new friend! Her name is (and shes from FFN and myspace) (-Evanescence Blood Angel-)! She friended me at MySpace. Hehe.

    But Silver and I are still talking. Currently, we are plotting world domination and the downfall of Earth! Haha. I will ride shot gun in her Hellion, a diabolical creation of hers, and take over the world! Haha! And even if she can't reach the petals, we shall make sure she can.

    But I must depart now, for Silver and I are still chatting away. Later yo!

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    Friday, January 26, 2007

    [HER LONG SLENDER FINGERS ARE WORKING THE KNOTS SHES TIED WHEN PLAYING WITH HER PUPPET STRINGS]

    [From The Notebook of Lea]

    Sorry I didn't update yesterday. I was going to but things happened. Bad things. Heh.

    Well, since I can't seem to figure out what to work on *ahem, What Does It Mean To Be Loved, um . . . no* and I sure ain't feeling inspiration to update/work on anything, so I was plodding through all my old fics (that came out whenever I was known as author; Lea Lover) and found my old storycalled [Dancing Strings] A SessKag romance/angst/drama. With a little editing, I fixed it, but I think I shall have to redo some that I completed.

    But I don't think I shall get around to publishing it, or even finishing it any time soon. I'm too lazy. Heh. Summary below:

    Summary: The fine lines of the sketch was coming into a clear focus and the outline of a lovely face was beginning to appear. Her eyes . . . even in the colorless world of blacks and whites, one even knew then, that her eyes were so beautifully blue. He sighed. Those eyes would never look at him that way.

    Her long slender fingers are working the knots shes tied when playing with her puppet strings. She works them into a tied frenzy and watches her doll tire. He will forever be dancing in her tangled strings.

    Title: Dancing Strings Rate: M Fandom: Inuyasha

    Themes of adult situations, mature content, language, and just about everything else. Also sad themes, foreshadowing, and just about anything else that I can think of. Oh yeah . . . did I mention, it's all in Sesshoumaru's POV? Yeah. There's a problem. Heh. Well the first chapter should be around about late Feb. or early March, and if not, know that I am so TOTALLY lazy. Eheh.

    But truth to be told; I dunno if it is a series of shorts, a one-shot, a short story, and all. So we shall see what the hell my muses are up to. Well what he, is up to. The lazy b*****d. Heh.

    Other new: Got a flame: PY IS GOOD (PY IS EFFED UP) Also had to go to the new blogger which is even more effed up. Heh.

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    Wednesday, January 24, 2007

    [THIS TIME IT'S NO ONES FAULT. SO THERE'S NOTHING TO SAVE AND NO ONE TO HATE. BUT I WANT TO SO BAD. BELIEVE ME]

    [From The Notebook of Lea]

    Well I see that I am getting some reviews at least. Haha. But imagine my surprise when I find out that author named (-Race Star-), the manager of the totally new awesome C2 I found (-The Stage Pegasus and The Strawberry Angel: Leon and Sora -) reviewed (-Untold Stories-) (as lame as the story is; well in my eyes) and said that it was good. I about had a heart attack. Haha! I was so effin honored!

    And now I am trying to write something for the (-A Beloved Sin-) account, but alas, no preveil. Shoot. And my fingers are too effin cold to be typing; literally, they are like frozen. Haha. And I just finished reading another classic fav: (-The Broken Miko-) by (-RosieB-). I have like so many favs, if you wish to know, email me. Lost&Broken Butterfly says she wants me to update (-What Does It Mean To Be Loved? -) but I dunno. I ain't feeling it. Plus I am busy trying to get the utterly pathetic LJ: (-A Beloved Sin-) as you all well know.

    School today sucked. Once more was Taylor making fun of "non-prep" people; I didn't mind, but apparently, my friends did. And BAND class was horror 'cause I still can't play the songs we are learning. Even Anni plays better than me . . . that's bad. I can't do anything right, can I? *sniffles* Poor little-o-lea. Why do they always blame me? I can't hate them, but I want to. I really do. In the end, I gained nothing, but I lost everything.

    Alas now people, even if I do not have anything else to say to you to be assured of my work and progress, I must leave you. There are two math long assignments and a World Geography packet sitting there alongside a few sketches and writings (challenge by [Satans_Kisses_99]) that I have to finish. So sad, pathetic and messed up, and the time is but 11:35 . . . P.M. Shit. Haha, better go. Looks like I am going to be pulling a allnighter once again. Later yo. Soul-Chan is leaving you now.


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    Tuesday, January 23, 2007

    [YOU RUN ON EVIL, I RUN ON FUMES AND STALE AIR. WHEN SHE CAME OUT, SHE BROUGHT HER ANGER, SHE LEFT HER SYMPATHY BEHIND THE WALLS SHE BUILT FOR ME]

    [From The Notebook of Lea]

    So today I went to school . . . and I hated it too. Everything never seemed so wrong as it does now. The air was so stale and I never even felt that enclosed before. Everything was as if it was in black and white and pure grey. It was so f--king insane, that I didn't know if I could handle it. And after a while, everyone was looking at me as if I was the 'cause of their misfortune. I've been blamed a lot for that lately.

    NEWS! See my little Inuyasha charms on the side? Want one? Visit (-InuCharms-) and get one! They're so effin cute! Haha. But other than that . . . sorry. I ain't got nuthing on me. Heh.

    But really, I'm sad; my Uncle, the one who practically raised my in my "childhood" (well before all my corruption, but that's another tale. Heh, ^_^;) had a high sugar level and his heart almost exploded. It was too big (How sad! :*( How can you have a too big of a heart?! B/S!). He almost died. So I was mad when the elders of our "village" were saying things. I was mad at the whole fucked up world. All my life we had to suffer and we were suppose to be set free (by the elders and higher ones). We never were.

    They brought all their anger upon us and we paid the ultimate price. I swear . . . I always wanted to make it better, but I feel as if I can't. I can't do it all. Haha, no matter how hard I try, it will never be good enough, nor "sorry" isn't enough. Never. But mostly it's my "mother" and her shit she wants to pull. She wants to be happy, but in the end; she is only making herself suffer even more.

    Note: If you're looking for updates on fanfiction, there are some here, but the livejournal called (-A Beloved Sin-) is most likely the place you are looking for. But think I can make another (-blogspot-) and have updates since I happen to learn how to make just one entry (aka chapter) appear. Such as . . . for lemons. This site is for updates, as well as my pathetic life. So enjoy learning about my mistakes and my imperfection as a child of sin and hate. Later Loves, I Love You Too.


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    Monday, January 22, 2007


    [STOP AND SAY YOU LOVE ME, ALWAYS, AND I'LL SAY THE SAME TO YOU, ALWAYS . . . AND FOREVER MORE]

    [From The Notebook of Lea]

    SessKag story; (-Our Silent Love-) is updated (-Chapter 3-). I'm gonna be so suprised if I get any reviews at all. When I was revising it, it made me cringe and I just wanted to delete it. My writing style has changed so I am going through ALL of my stories to fix all my mistakes. But I have to say that it will surly take me while; why? 'Cause I'm just lazy like that. Heh. ^_^; Very lazy and very bored.

    But back to (-Our Silent Love-); I don't think that anyone likes it too much. Haha. Well go fig. This is my we're talking about. Thanks goes out to (-The Lost And Broken Butterfly-) for giving me the first review of 2007. F**k! Hahaha! Who knew it was that long?! But now I am working on updating/editing/revising my other story called (-PrisonerOfLove-).

    So I watched Naruto Saturday (on CartoonNetwork). Haha! That was so funny! Esp. when that little dog said that he would let that one boy (I just got into Naruto and I don't know any names. Work with me) touch his "soft" paws if he went on that mission with him. Haha. I so had to laugh at that. It was too freaking funny. LoL.

    FF news! I once more read (-TaiYoukaiNichne-) and her work; (-Found In The Rain-) and I fell in love with it all over again. Hah. But Nichne is like a SessKag GOD in my eyes. HAHA! Nichne! YOU SO EFFIN ROCK! Haha. And (-Kesshou-Chan-) updated (-Why Me?-) And Butterfly updated (-Mercy Under the Moon-).

    Well now that my world is moving in slow motion again; I think besides the homework, I can start updating again! MAYBE. The PLAN testings are over and so now I can focus on something that I like to do; write. But first I get to cringe more at my old writings.

    I'm so damn f**king angsty! For no reason too! It's making me mad, etc! But anyways, I skipped school tody 'cause my assistance was required of me to be at home (and I updated), and then my uncle was heading to the hospital, so I left to go see him. He doesn't look so well. And now I feel hot and I feel like shit. I have a small tiny, tiny fever, and I feel warm and my ears (despite their natural brown and tan color) are a soft vivid redish pink hue. But I'm getting better. I can feel myself healing it already. So I'll be okay in no time. I'll be up and in school again.

    All thanks to my mother; she is the cause of my misfortune; my grieving illness, and my ultimate pain of love and sacrifice. She's screaming at me again. Hahaha. Like that will make any of our problems go away. She's also converted back to her old ways and is totally saying things to me again. The whole "I HATE YOU" thing is back. Who ever said that 2007 would ever be better is a total moron to think that. Hahaha. I just wish for once she would scream at me "I LOVE YOU" but NOOOOoo . . .

    But tomorrow once more, I will have to go to that damned prison of a school and sit with my head in hands and watch the world around me turn as such; in slow motion. I will be forced to endure the pathetic f**king challenges of this life and I will have to sit there and watch the world around me fall. Damnit. Why does God hate me? LoL. I dunno, and yet, I feel as if I have to prove myself over and over. I am feeling like I have to writing it down to come all together. Again and again and again and again. I am f**king losing my mind and sanity!

    Well later loves. I better go before I start a mad raid and do something I will regret. I feel like I need to throw up. And then I need to read something good and long.


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    Saturday, January 20, 2007

    [WHEN OUR HEARTS MEET, WILL WE MAKE IT THEN? WILL WE EVEN NOTICE THAT THEY ARE ECLIPSED?]

    [From The Notebook of Lea]

    So . . . what's there to say? That I totally fixed up my (-myspace-)? Or how about my new and revised and edited (-xanga-) page? How about uploading my (-LJ-) avatar and correcting [or almost correcting my newest and experimental] journal: (-greatestjournal-)? [And of course I'll use all my sites! Or else I would probably be very cranky about uploading and fixing ALL my sites!] Not good enough for you?! WTF? WHAT?

    Or how about I just seen my love a few minutes ago? How about that?! My Soul Your Puppet actually in love?! Yup, I have a love life. And guess who? Well, it's not like you know him, but his intials are DS. Heh. Yes, Kira I once loved DS, no longer though. So now let's tell the tale of Lea and her old love.

    Happens that in this little town of waste and vermin, I was out with my father (who was in a good mood) and we were out getting pop/coffee (to keep me awake to talk to you guys) and what happens? His little red/maroon car drops off next to us in the parking lot. We get out and I {don't see him} waltz into the tiny store. I prance around laughing and fooling with my dad.

    Turns out his father (who is a jerk) comes in and holds up the line. So I wait outside in my car and when I get in, I happen to notice something out of the corner of my eyes, and I look up and come to meet the eyes of my love. Those damn blue-green eyes that I will never forget. Shit. Quite sad to say that we looked at each other for a moment and I hopped into my car. When I turn around, the idiot is still looking at me. It got serious as we still stared and finally we both come to a silent agreement, nod, and both look away. But dare I say it? He looked envious of me and my happy father. His bro, Jacob was sitting and his mother's lips were thin as if pissed. Not the closest family.

    His frown and my carelessness. I act like nothing happened when my father came back and we rode off. So now . . . it's as if we're strangers all over again . . . Well whatever, it's not like I need him or love. Heh. Off to update Broken Wings!

    *I'm trying to update a story. Question is . . . which one do you want me to update? Email me or leave a comment, PM, blah blah blah. You know?


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    Friday, January 19, 2007

    [KARMA - THE LOVELY THING THAT IS CONSTANTLY AT OUR NECKS BREATHING DOWN YOUR NECK SAYING "NO"]

    [From The Notebook of Lea]

    F--ck. I feel like total shit. The kind of shit you wipe off your sneakers. LoL, what lovely karma. Today at school was ass too. We played that song called "The Stars And Stripes Forever And Ever" (level 1 out of level 6) and it is so totally fucking hard! Then we went bowling and I scored a low 34 and a 97. Haha, and biology I was praised well for my "outstanding" work of art when I completed the first actual human (baby) looking diagram of combined genes. Art class was so cool; I made a sculpture out of red clay. Awesome time. And then school was over at 11:29. Heh. Lucky me. Fridays so totally rock! >_< Notes: Well what do I have today; let's us. I find out that (-RedNovember-) is a awesome Avatar The Last Airbender writer and does good Zuko/Katara stories. (-The Hunter and the Prey-) was so touching and I was sorta confused with (-Love Thy Enemy-) but it was all so beautifully written and well flowing. And although I never watched Kaledio Star (save the first episode; Thank you New Type magazine!), I quickly read (-Anime Goddess Sakura-) and went to the *sl_snowblossoms* community and found that I liked it. I would join save I don't know how to use LJ, and my offer still stands; I'll dedicate my next fic to the person who helps me/teached me how to use LJ.

    Edits: So revisions and edits are not coming anytime soon since I happen to hate working with my stories now. Also; I am trying to work with (-UNTAMED-) [ask me for a copy] and fix up the first chapter by pasting together the prologue and first chapter and adding more dept and detail. Even more so my bad memory, for I totally forget the fact that indeed I am the (-My Soul Your Puppet-). I haven't updated in months; sorry fellow fans, or do I have any at all? They all like (-Striking Falcon-) and (-Youkai Yume-). *sigh* Who will like me for me?! I N V you guys...

    Well I think that is all now...I am so totally losing my mind here with emotions, and so I better go and lie down or something. Drink some more coffee (I'm not going to grow anymore) and maybe get in some cooking, cleaning, and a movie before I hit the sack. Later yo, have a good one. ~ Lea

    *Compliments to Evans Blue.


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    Thursday, January 18, 2007

    [REST YOUR SINFUL SOUL IN AN ETERNAL SLEEP WITH THE DREAM TO WAKE . . . RUN FROM THE NIGHTMARES]

    [From The Notebook of Lea]

    Yo, hiya. Well there is nothing new . . . I got tired of looking at all the other author's profiles at ff.net 'cause they have so many fans and so many reviews. Makes my small ego go lower and lower. Makes me sad and angry. God, I am such a sin. Also got tired of reading/looking at (-livejournals-) and blogs. They all got comments. Plus I got tired of checking my stats pages; they are all the same. WANTED! I'll dedicate my next fic to the person who makes/teaches me how to use LJ and makes me a raz layout.

    Also like to say: Welcome to the (-UniqueDifferentUnusual-) family, (-RoyalBlueKitsune-)! I trust that there is be a lot of update notes in your mail box, but most of them are quite good. By the way; I love your work. LoL. And (-Blood Tigress-) does such a marvelous job with that C2. She's so cool >_<

    News: Got done reading (-ChaoticReverie-) and her yummy one-shot of (-Pitifully Hopeful-) [NarKag]{M}. Very nice. (-Lost And Broken Butterfly-) popped out a few very nice fics. I say that we should all go on strike and make (-Silver Element-) hurry and re-post that You'll Never Win sequel; I need to finish it. And new manga (-Vampire Knights-) is the new Whats-Her-Name. Also I found a cool C2; (-Bloody Temptations-) run by the one and only (-sesshoumarusmoonbeam-) is very cool and has a very good selection. Subscribe!

    NOTE: If for some reason in the coming future that I do not post/edit/revise/ or blog here; know that my Internet bill went skyrocketing and I am too poor to pay for it. Heh. I think I am done blabbing now. I've had it and I really don't think you wish to hear about my sadistic {LIFE}. Later yo.


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    Friday, January 12, 2007

    ~Welcome To FOREVER~
    ~First Update of 'Forever Is Not Long Enough'~
    [ETERNITY NEVER SEEMED SO DISTANT AS DID FOREVER . . . BUT FOREVER IS WELL INTO INFINITY AS WELL . . . WHAT LIES IN MY EYES?]

    Homepage to (-Lea Moons-) aka, the Sesshoumaru/Kagome fanfiction author; (-My Soul Your Puppet-) all the way from (-Fan Fiction-). This will also be holding the updates for stories, comments, C2s, etc, etc. Also with special notes from Co-Writer (-Skye Shiela-) aka My Koishii My Lover.

    Please be mature and kind. This means no flames, no spamming, and no adds/pop-ups on any of my stuff. Everything here is mine, so please DO NOT even think of stealing my works! And another thing; please, please, please DO NOT be pathetic and leave threatening messages and notes on the tag board. How immature. This world is messed up!

    Do not accuse me of stealing anything and impersonating anyone. This is my site and no one elses! I do not copy anything and I do not take things. Surly there is a disclaimer here for anything. Have problems? Questions, comments, concerns, flames? Emails my_soul_your_puppet@yahoo.com Or: my_beloved_sin@yahoo.com

    Wall of Shame & Utter Pathetic-ness: Sin H8ter ; What a total ass. lol. Seriously; we live in a world of sin and we are sin! You are too; get a live and get over it. ~Sin H8ter who dared to speak out of line on my tag. Heh.

    Skye: That one really made me laugh. It was amusing as well as rude. They got mad at us and said your 'sight' [site] was stupid and that they (he/she) hated "sin" and we needed to see the "real world." Amusing beyond relief.

    Lea: Yeah right. That one really made me mad. Heh. That was just plain f__ked up. LoL. Sorry. But anywho, just got done at ff.net and I just got done adding a few poems to the almost empty and bare Inuyasha C2 called (-Wonderful SessKag Poems-), and even snagged a (-Cresent Moon-) (more...) and a few more good works by new author (-Amin Vanima Mellonea-). Check it out. Real cool.

    I have another (-homepage-) to be proud of {visit me!}. Wanna be a partner of Forever? (-Sign up-), get a blog, start posting, friend us, and I shall link. Heh. Later yo. Have a good one.

    Later loves,

    ~Lea & Skye


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